As for your own feelings, you have them. You're proud of your knowledge, and possessive of your books. You don't like the practices of Lepus because they feel wrong to you. You crave new information to the point of obsession. You like things to be predictable. And whenever I go away for more than a night, you ask when I'm coming back because you're afraid I won't.
Re: [YEARS LATER]
As for your own feelings, you have them. You're proud of your knowledge, and possessive of your books. You don't like the practices of Lepus because they feel wrong to you. You crave new information to the point of obsession. You like things to be predictable. And whenever I go away for more than a night, you ask when I'm coming back because you're afraid I won't.